Seeing your happy smile gives me two different emotions, happy, knowing you're better and sad, a sweet smile I'll never see again.

I hope time will heal.

There's no one I can talk to because I tell you everything and now I have lost you.

Nothing can be done. Only an impossible wish come true.

Even if I wake up the next morning, its something that has happened and nothing can change that.

It's a dream I can never be awaken from, reality.

I'm doing all I can, all I have but it might just end right now.

I screwed this up so badly, I might lose a friend.

Nothing I can do.

Living with guilt.

How I wish it didn't happen, How I want to go back in time to correct my doings.

These kind of mistakes aren't meant to be done at all and I did it.

Sorry God for I have committed a big sin, please help me heal the scar I have made.

Feelings are suppressible but actions are unacceptable.

Let it be early in the morning or late at night, you're still beautiful through my eyes.